I feel so depressed right now .. I dont want to make this long so I will put it in bullet points .Age 13-18 was bullied ... People called me ugly, anorexic etc Then I started getting compliments that keep improving to this day but I still see myself as that ugly girl .I walk with my head down constantly ..I try to be confident but some comment someone says comes into my head and I feel down again .Age 19 I developed panic attacks/Depression ..Went on anti depressants and xanax only the xanax worked. .Age 20 fell in love for the first time he cheated on me with my 'friend' .Age 21 Dropped out of college despite getting the highest in my 2nd year Psychology course Age 22 Work in a job .. My dad got me a car one year ago and I feel like I can't do it ..I can't drive I have no energy. I am concidered a pushover to friends. I just feel so alone. Im so old and everyone else is happy...earning good money and Im just a waste of space I feel like I can't get up in the morning and Its like this has been going on for ages and will never end. Please give advice because no matter how I try I can't pull myself together