you know when you try to cry but nothing really comes out?? I been finding myself in this same predicament for a while, I'm 19 I'm going off to college t study plastic surgery and I also got signed to brazilian soccer team, but it just isn't the same...Its all because of a girl that I dated, someone that I loved and dedicated myself to completely..after 2 years she started to change me so I broke up with her I haven't seen her since although we did meet up over spring break and that just took the wind out of my sails...her memory haunts me...everything hurts...I've tried everything going on dates, working out and even hanging out with my friends...what should I do there's just days that I feel like crap..every time i go out one of her godforsaken friends is there telling me or my group about her i tried to block it out but it just gets to me...what can I do...its like colors are dull, food is tasteless and nothing matters.i found my true love and I feel empty what can I do?pliz be nice